I: And how many of your dreams were reality? P: Unfortunately, more than I thought, which scared me the most. I also had a nurse who really tormented me in my dreams. And it was like a crazy professor who tormented all the patients. And so I thought for days that this was a dream and suddenly he walks past my room. All the doors are always open. And that gave me a real cold shiver uh over the.... I: It was just the same person or did he really torment you in some way? E: No, I don't know. I talked to him too, but only a day later or so. And I apologized, although I don't know what I was apologizing for. And he was like, yes, he apologized too. And I was like, oh, what is he apologizing for? But then I didn't ask any further. But he was maybe a bit rough or too strict with me. I think he was also there the night I ripped out my own tube. But I only had one nurse in mind. She really scolded me and yelled at me, but I didn't find that bad. I found it more reassuring and she was worried about me and yes, she only meant well.