The nurse was very strict with Y. so that there was a feeling of fear and threat.

L'infermiera era molto severa con Y., tanto che si percepiva un senso di paura e di minaccia.

“Era la (soprannome A), così la chiamavano. È il soprannome che le hanno dato le infermiere. (Soprannome A). Perché è così ossuta e robusta. Ehm. Mi ha davvero ridotto tutt'ossa. Era giusto, perché io non capivo. Innanzitutto, perché avevo cento tubi attaccati al corpo. E... credo di non aver capito nemmeno che avrei potuto morire facilmente. Non che avrebbe potuto costarmi la vita se il tubo mi avesse strappato i polmoni o se fossi rimasto impigliato o chissà cosa. E come avrei potuto capirlo? Ero in preda al panico. Non so cosa dire. Ho anche sognato l'accaduto, ma nel momento in cui ho strappato il tubo non ricordo nulla, ricordo solo il momento in cui l'infermiera mi “rimprovera” o mi diceva che era pericoloso. Ho capito dalla sua voce che era arrabbiata e spaventata per me allo stesso tempo.

Percezione di minaccia

L'infirmière était très sévère avec Y. de sorte qu'il en résultait un sentiment de peur et de menace.

"C'était la (surnom A), elle s'appelait. C'est le surnom parmi les infirmières. (Surnom A). Parce qu'elle est si osseuse et si robuste. Euh. Elle m'a vraiment pliée en deux. C'est vrai, parce que je n'ai pas compris. D'abord pourquoi une centaine de tuyaux pendent sur mon corps. Et euh je crois que je n'ai pas non plus compris que je pouvais "facilement" en mourir. Non pas que cela aurait pu me coûter la vie, si le tuyau m'avait arraché les poumons ou si j'étais resté accroché, ou Dieu sait quoi. Et je pense que comment ? J'ai juste paniqué. Je ne peux rien dire. J'ai alors aussi rêvé de cette affaire, mais au moment où j'ai arraché le tuyau, je ne sais rien, je ne sais que le moment où l'infirmière m'a passé un savon ou m'a dit que c'était dangereux. Je l'ai aussi senti à sa voix, elle était à la fois en colère et effrayée pour moi.

Impression de menace

Die Krankenschwester war sehr streng mit Y. , so dass ein Gefühl von Angst und Bedrohung entstand.

"Das war die (Spitzname A), hiess die. Das ist der Spitzname unter den Pflegerinnen. (Spitzname A). Weil sie so knochig ist und so robust. Ähm. Die hat mich echt zusammengefaltet. Das war schon richtig, weil ich habe das nicht verstanden. Erstens warum hundert Schläuche an meinem Körper hängen. Und äh ich glaube, ich habe das auch nicht verstanden, dass ich „easy“ daran sterben könnte. Nicht, dass das auch das Leben hätte kosten können, wenn der Schlauch mir meine Lunge rausgerissen hätte oder ich hängen geblieben bin, wäre oder weiss Gott was. Und ich glaube, wie auch? Ich hatte halt Panik. Ich kann nichts sagen. Ich habe dann auch von der Sache geträumt, aber in dem Moment, als ich den Schlauch rausriss, weiss ich nichts, ich weiss nur von dem Moment, wo die Pflegerin mich "zur Sau macht" oder mir sagt, dass das gefährlich ist. Ich habe es auch an ihrer Stimme gemerkt, dass sie sauer und Angst um mich hatte gleichzeitig.

Empfundene Bedrohung

Susanne

"That was (nickname A), that was her name. That's the nickname among the carers. (Nickname A). Because she's so bony and so robust. Erm. She really folded me up. That was right, because I didn't understand. Firstly, why there were a hundred tubes hanging from my body. And I don't think I understood that I could "easily" die from it either. Not that it could have cost me my life if the tube had ripped out my lungs or I got stuck or God knows what. And I think, how could it? I just panicked. I can't say anything. I also dreamt about it, but at the moment when I ripped the tube out, I don't know anything, I only know about the moment when the carer yelled at me or tells me that it's dangerous. I could tell from her voice that she was angry and scared for me at the same time.

Perceived threat

Readiness to communicate from the team: Patients have the feeling of being ignored, isolated,  considered as not being to able understand.Sometimes the patients had the feeling that the team was arrogant and felt threatened.

Readiness to communicate from the team

Today's medical and technological advances allow patients to survive serious and life-threatening illnesses. Experiencing such a serious illness that requires intensive care treatment can have a profound impact on one's life.

In this section, you can learn how other people experienced their time in an intensive care unit. In short video or text excerpts, patients and their families share their experiences with a serious, often life-threatening illness and treatment in an intensive care unit. You can also learn about the changes those affected deal with after their time in the intensive care unit.

Grazie alle possibilità mediche e tecniche offerte dalla terapia intensiva, oggi un paziente può sopravvivere a malattie gravi che in passato erano mortali. L’esperienza di queste gravi condizioni di salute e l’esperienza della terapia intensiva possono cambiare la vita in modo radicale, sia ai pazienti che ai loro cari.

In questa sezione potete capire come altri pazienti hanno vissuto il loro periodo in un reparto di terapia intensiva. In brevi video o estratti di testo, i pazienti raccontano la loro permanenza in questo reparto, il modo in cui hanno gestito questo periodo della loro vita, e come questa esperienza li ha cambiati.

Esperienze in terapia intensiva

Les possibilités médicales et techniques permettent de plus en plus souvent aux patients de survivre à des maladies graves et autrefois mortelles. L’expérience par les patients de ces maladies graves et de leur prise en charge médicale en soins intensifs peuvent changer la vie d’une manière très mémorable.

Dans cette section, vous découvrirez comment d’autres personnes ont vécu leur séjour dans une unité de soins intensifs. Dans de courts extraits vidéo ou textuels, les patients rendent compte de leur séjour à l’unité de soins intensifs. Ils témoignent également des changements qui peuvent se produire dans la vie d’une personne après les soins intensifs.

Expérience en médecine de soins intensifs

Die heutigen medizinischen und technischen Möglichkeiten lassen Patient*innen schwere und lebensbedrohliche Erkrankungen überstehen. Die Erfahrung einer so schweren Erkrankung, die eine intensivmedizinischen Behandlung benötigt, kann das Leben sehr einprägsam verändern.

Wie andere Menschen die Zeit auf einer Intensivstation erlebt haben, können Sie in dieser Sektion erfahren. In kurzen Video- oder Textausschnitten berichten Patient*innen und Angehörige,  über die Erfahrungen einer schweren oft lebensbedrohlichen Erkrankung und einer Behandlung auf einer Intensivstation. Ebenso können Sie erfahren, mit welchen Veränderungen die Betroffenen sich nach der Zeit auf der Intensivstation auseinandersetzen.

Erfahrungen Intensivmedizin

Experiences in Intensive Care

Corine

This person describes the intertwining of reality and nightmares and the resulting feelings of anxiety.

I: And how many of your dreams were reality? 
P: Unfortunately, more than I thought, which scared me the most. I also had a nurse who really tormented me in my dreams. And it was like a crazy professor who tormented all the patients. And so I thought for days that this was a dream and suddenly he walks past my room. All the doors are always open. And that gave me a real cold shiver uh over the....
I: It was just the same person or did he really torment you in some way? 
E: No, I don't know. I talked to him too, but only a day later or so. And I apologized, although I don't know what I was apologizing for. And he was like, yes, he apologized too. And I was like, oh, what is he apologizing for? But then I didn't ask any further. But he was maybe a bit rough or too strict with me. I think he was also there the night I ripped out my own tube. But I only had one nurse in mind. She really scolded me and yelled at me, but I didn't find that bad. I found it more reassuring and she was worried about me and yes, she only meant well.

This person experienced nightmares.

Many patients report experiences that can be associated with hallucinations and confusion. These  memories are often present for months after hospitalization.

Delusion/hallucination/ dreams/anxiety.

It is important for this relative to be with the patient, especially when the patient awakens from the coma.

E : Yes, because you think: ‘I want to be there when you wake up. I want you to see that I was there when you wake up’. You never know if he realised I was there. Did he realise I was there? How much did he realise about me? Did he realise that I never left the relative alone. And then it was. I think it's really important for relatives, especially when it's parents, siblings or a partner, that you can be there when they wake up. Just like this: Hey, you're just waking up, but I'm here. Like this. Yes. So if I could have, I would have been there more.

Relatives wants to be present

Family and friends are helpful during the ICU stay. But patients want to be able to choose their visitors. It is therefore important that the team informs and involves the family.

Contact with family

Mr. Viktor V. explains how the gloves were such a nuisance that he still felt it in his dreams.

P : I was wearing gloves then too. The nurse who was so nasty to me always came to my side. I think I was in pain there too. And now I still have the wound with the VAC. He always told me to stay calm. And then I had the gloves. And I couldn't defend myself. I always had such a tingling sensation. And he always laughed: “Yeah, now you're going to be gone anyway.” And the helplessness and you can't defend yourself. I fought against the gloves so often. But I just couldn't get them off. And yes, then I always felt the tingling in my head and then I fell asleep.
P : No, I didn't realize that. Of course I wanted to. No, not really. 
A: You didn't notice the gloves. 
P : Yes, but in the dream. In the dream, yes. I fought against them for a long time in my dreams. I tried to open them with my mouth, but it didn't work. And not being able to get up when you want to. 
I : YES, of course that's bad...
P : It's all against your will.

Dreaming about restraints.

Memories of physical constraints and frustration linger on.

Anonymus 4

Perceived threat

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